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don't go
Sorry I haven't been updating. I was busy and there's too much happening I can't even recall them anymore. I'm so pathetic. Anyway, I've been applying to different hosts, hoping to get hosted so that I could transfer soon. Yup, I'm going to transfer and use a subdomain.
I'm still stuck with dial-ups. Frigging DSL won't work effectively in this computer but damn okay in my father's laptop. I don't know why it won't work here but it's really, really annoying, I tell you. The pc has been reformatted at least 3x but no damn luck.
I'm worried over our PE presentation to be presented on Thursday. Argh. Somehow I can't get my mind on finishing it even though I'm determined. I'm just too lazy to work on it. I need more time. I need to talk to Glen and Ronalyn to help me. Damn effing routines, Taebo and Aerobics. Double ugh.
And the practices make me lose my temper more often than usual. Last Thursday, I was forced to dismiss Leandro because he can't swallow his pride, for God's sake. I asked Glen for the permission to do so and he said "OK." But I feel guilty. He's going to fail PE.
I fixed my room today and put some things in the trash. It's like cleaning your garage. Eh. Just shows how untidy I am. It's weird, for me to be really creative and be back to working again, I need to fix my room first, get rid of the trash, have everything in order and I assure you, I'll get work done. It's a habit. I can't finish any work when my room is messy. Okay, duh. Whatever.
I'm going to class tomorrow (yup, Sunday) for NSTP and we're going to rapel. Yeaaaah. I'm excited and from what I gather, we'll be with ECT-01A1. Oh the joy. =)
When your friends love you, its shows. Haha, Cha gave each of us a piggy accessory for our cellphones. So now, five of us, including Ehm has the same accessory. And the last time they were late for the practice I conducted, Cha bought me a burger from McDo. Waaay back too, when I had to accompany Aiza and I can't go with them at Sta. Lu (or was it Rob?), Cha bought me waffles. Hihi. <3
I need to go and watch Taebo. Gaawd.,
stop making fetch happen
It's been a long time since I last updated, merely because I haven't got the time enough to think on what to write. I can't even put things together anymore. How depressing.
My week has been a multitude of emotions and events, that somehow, I can't properly narrate. But I'll try, at least. So, last Monday, my phone got snatched early in the morning just as I was to go to school, and I'm already 30 minutes late. I didn't think I could still recover it when I shouted and ran for it, but yes, miraculously, I did. I owe it to the kind barker who came to my help and ran for the jeep and made it stop. Traumatic, I tell you. The fear, I was shaking bad, I couldn't eat for the whole day. And I didn't think I could get any paler, but I did. From then on, I swore not to place my phone on open pockets and listen to mp3s, and just plain do-not-use-it-in-public. I didn't tell my mom. She'd kill me.
Then, the play in Filipino has been also stressing because of unruly members. They won't attend the meetings or their late. They whine and whine of the props and things that they have to bring. Control is so hard for a person born without patience like me. I almost died. And John! It's well beyond my comprehension that he could actually make me cry (maybe not really cry; it's just that, tears came out). I don't want his apologies anymore. Thanks to Renz otouto-chan for texting me, even though all he did was pat and hug me in text (because he couldn't find words to say :p).
Then I went to my high school, last Friday. I didn't really think I could make it because of the practices that I had to manage. Fortunately, the play was moved to Wednesday. I had the chance to go home early but I was talked into going to Glen's house at Cogeo to visit, then I could go. My high school classmates, Wences and Gabbie had been waiting for me already, so I had to rush. I arrived at around 4pm (and some people were already going home!). It was coincidental that I had the digicam with me, so we took pictures. Had fun, seeing people again after graduation. I'm hoping I could see them again soon. :) They still haven't changed, and I don't know why the hell they wanted to take my things as souvenir. Like, what am I? A souvenir shop??
Pictures are at may Multiply Account. Click, click. Then add me as your contact if you want. :3
Then I went home with Wences, Paulo and Gabbie. Haha, I don't know why we're together. Maybe it's just because we all have nothing to do and its Friday. We talked, talked, laughed, shared how college was faring for each and everyone.
And today, I attended another NSTP class. I had to burn and edit an image early this morning, so even if I woke up early, I was a little late than the usual. I didn't even bother to fix my hair. I had the feeling that the ECT class would be with us today. I'm just guessing but who would have thought that I would be right? I was ecstatic with joy. But that Emo Guy that I used to like was like, late. He arrived when we were just about to finish the 3 hour class. So, like, I don't care.
During the quiz we were made to sit alternately with the ECT students. Haha, I want to sit close to the other guy I like but Clarenz beat me to it. Damn. So I just sat in a row in front of him. He's not good looking but.. I don't know. I don't even know why I like him. I'm always seeing him at badminton practice. I want to be friends with him. Haha. I hope next week, we'll be classmates again during NSTP. Shit, what fun. This must be probably weird, but I had a dream about him. Hahaha. Don't push it, I'm not telling, kthnxbye.
I want to change layout. Haha.
get togethers
My arms still hurt after that PE class last Wednesday. And still I get a disappointing 79 for practicals. Damn. How really disappointing.
Anyhow, I spent yesterday at home with HS friends like Vic, Faye, Peter and Jan Jan. Since Vic would be going back to La Salle on Sunday and would be staying in his condo unit for the rest of the term (which means I wouldn't be seeing him in a long, long time), we decided to have a little get together.
Peter arrived at around 11am, which is actually way to early because the said time would be 3pm. I haven't even taken a bath yet. I was busy lounging my butt in front of the pc when he arrived. So I had to spend the rest of the afternoon with him. We played cards, he ate 3 packs of instant noodles & 10 ice candies. Man, what a glutton. And then Jan Jan arrived at around 3pm. I think he has changed a lot since I last saw him at my birthday last May. By physical means, he looked better. Haha, I don't know what UST did to him. He wanted to walk and eat so the three of us went out of the house, came back, sat in front of the gate and saw Vic arrive at around 5pm. How very late. He set the time and yet he's late. He dropped by Lance's house to pick up some website project that he asked me to fix. Peter wanted barbecues, but I said we had to wait for Faye to arrived before we go out. I decided to fix the website while waiting while they talked and talked. Boo. And finally. Faye the great arrived at around 6, so we went out.
Skies are getting darker. We decided to bring 2 umbrellas, apparently not enough to fit 3 guys and 2 girls in it. Who cares? So the rain poured down. Hard. OMG, we're all wet. I had to ask my mom to pick us up at Phase 1 so we wouldn't have to walk all the way home against the rain. We had to wait for a long time too. We all went home wet from the rain. BTW, Vic paid for everything, which is actually Php209. Somehow I can't imagine how we managed to eat everything. Plus, it's so hard to eat when at least every minute, Faye had to butt in and comment on something. Meep, you don't know how funny Faye is and the tiniest comment would all reduce us to laughing for a good 3-5 minutes nonstop.
So the rest of the time after that was spent on talking and catching up. Jan Jan had to attend a practice for their procession for the fiesta, but promised to return when it's over. Faye went home ahead of the others at 10pm. Jan Jan returned, we played cards, talked some more and finally at 12am they all went home.
It's very memorable. The food trips and laugh trips. It might be a very long time before I'll be able to see them again. And maybe, after due time, they'd be all different. It's nice to have people who wanted to be together, together. The house has been such a witness. We remained intact still. I'm happy after all. :)
Lovely persons: Diane, Yono, Sarah and Shinjita. <3
oh, how annoying
Now she won't talk to us (and plans to continue it that way), it isn't my problem anymore. She has mistakes and she has to recognize that. :/
After the outing yesterday, I can't believe they still have to announce there'd be classes today. Oh, how annoying. My arms still hurt all over when I wake up late this morning. I forgot to set the alarm! Ugh. I remembered I was recording a song over my cellphone and I forgot to turn it off all night. Damn. I didn't take my breakfast, I haven't reviewed for my midterm exam and my things are scattered all over. Double ugh.
Goddamnit. I hate Leandro and his never ending, spasmodic, over-expressed affections. Last NSTP, he took the id picture that was in my wallet without my permission, I had a hell of a time taking it back and he had the guts to make it look like it is my responsibility to give him one. What a /insert proper word/. And since yesterday, he kept on asking if I had joined at the pool yet, where was I and other crappy questions he likes to come up with. Oh how annoying.
I went home early today and I figured it was the last day of the validity of coupons at McDonalds so I decided to drop by and buy something. Haha, yeah people, I'm so shallow. I treated myself! I'm stressed out with random things as it is. :)
I think I'm better. I think I feel okay now compared with the last few weeks, I just had to fix my room, it's so messy. But there's one thing bothering me. I don't know, I just feel.. insecured? This is so annoying. I feel like I'm not acting like I'm supposed to act, even though people tell me I'm cool and they like me as I am. Daaaamn. I'm confused. I wanted things to be different with me though, I want things to be more colorful as they are. Meep.
I'm going to post pictures at my Multiply Account so please drop by and take a look if you can, okies? :D
One and only: Erised. <3
qc acquaintance party
At least 2 weeks before my birthday, I wrote something inspirational (for me atleast). Click.
I attended the Acquaintance Party at the QC Sports Complex. Session Road and Mojofly was there. There was a dance contest featuring different departments and at least 3 bands from I don't know where. Food was.. eurgh. Considering it was the only reason I went there, what a disappointment. Pictures? Click.
I went home at around 1145 pm. Personally I enjoyed Session Road more than Mojofly, I didn't know Lugee (sp?) isn't that much into talking with the audience. But the punk revivals was super cute, even the 80's Bizarre Love Triangle. Session Road did Crazy For You. :/ No comment, it's just so all used up, the song.
When Session Road was first making its way into the music scene, well I figured they looked formal and accoustic-ish. But last night they looked all punked up, as if they were just pulled from the 70's. :))
Okaaay. I'm excited, who can blame me? One minute I was holding Karol by the wrist, running to the front and then the next second, I realized the people were looking, and the wrist that I was supposed to be holding turned out to be a whole body being dragged across the dimly lit, slippery hall. Whoopsies. Well what? I said I was sorry. Haha.
I'm partly annoyed last night. I understand that the activity said PARTY, but do freaking people have to dress like they were going to dance in a ballroom? They should have worn gowns, really. Pathetic. And hello, bands are playing, people slam, accidents happen (is reminded of prom. WTF.) Harumpph. They shouldn't have worn skimpy skirts (that looks like bending a little would show everyone their frilly little panties). It's so short you could almost.. Eew. Decency?
I wish this year would end soon. I'm still depressed because.. just because. My pride is killing me. I can't celebrate mediocrity. I can't take it. Someone help me, hello. (Dhan and Tasha's going here tomorrow and they are bringing me FOOD. Oh thank you GOD, I'm going to survive!)
Hihi. My father said I'm getting fat. I wanted to drop dead. Finally! And my cousin said that too. Heaven. (:
All hail SEIJI! A Flash animator and a web designer and a new link exchange and probably a million other things. And I mean, I really mean an exceptional one. Check out his site. :]
Loverly people: Rozeh, Sarah, Paulo, Seiji, Diane, Madel, Christel, Shinjita and Sarah. :3
I STILL GET LOST IN YOUR EYES
I'm alive again after sooo many months in hiatus. No. I just can't leave all this behind, can I? I'd still go back. :) Anyway, it's all gray because I like gray and I like myself so I featured myself. And I haven't changed, I'm still vain. Come on, let's go and celebrate. :D
I almost forgot how to use the Adobe PS. Hihi, it took some while to get all the ideas out and the steps on how to make things look the way I wanted them. Nevertheless, I'm satisfied.
On l/e's, I've removed some links (sorry) but I'm open, just kick my rear, poke my eyes, push me off a cliff to let me know you are so god damn alive and I'll add your name to the hall of fame.
Finally done. Daaamn, I've been sitting here since 9am and I just finished putting up what little things that are here now. I need a new account to upload pics at Geocities, manage my Haloscan account, check dead links and what not. Not to mention the entire time for designing that freaking header.
What else? Ultra private entries go in my LJ while going-ons go here. I may unfriend some people (again) in LJ for security purposes. I'm important to the world, don't you know? >;p
Oh and OMG, finally! Midterms are gone. The only subject left is English and I'm not planning on reviewing it at all. Hoover damn. I passed my Algeb exam with a 7/10. But what? I'm highest! WTFOMGROFLLMFAO. And I passed an empty Filipino examination paper, god bless me. I flunked a PE midterm practical with a 78. I hate you now, Sir Dan Dan. But I hate my group mates more. >:( What else? Oh yeah, Acquaintance Party on Sunday at the QC Sports Complex. Booooya.
Comment me, dearies. Just say anything. <3
Thanks for the last comments: Rozeh, Nic, Nelson, Hiyono, Shinjita, Sarah, Riz, Diane and Elane. I heart you all!
Riette. 17. Pinay
and proud. BS Nursing student. Artist & Writer. Impatient, egotistic
insecure, unsure and vain. Grand Procrastinator. Pirate. Laughtrip. Your resident
ultimate geek/nerd/dork.